A guilty plea

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Lose your conscience,A

nd make me a scar.

Throw this mess,

Into the dark.

 

In the Farthest end,

Where only wailing voices remain.

With a jolly elaborate,

Your blunder just as lame.

 

Ruin my life and

Everything that was nice.

And say it's a closure now!

I'm guilty. Isn't it fine?

 

I can't share with anyone my deed.

The task that was so mean.

Don't you think it's my defeat?

 

Punish me if you want,

But don't tell anyone my mistake.

Never tell a soul,

For our family's sake.

 

I was struck,

Little bit disturbed.

That's why it happened.

And now you just move on.

And now you just move on.


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