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Shadowed silence

I grew up in a house, where everyone  was busy with their own secret fights  But we didn't dare speak of it.  Secrets lurked in silence. And then there were times when  I pretended to be asleep because  I didn't know what to do and say. Escapism, perhaps. I knew I couldn't tumble into a hole  and find myself in Wonderland.  So, I preferred to sleep, a deep slumber,  to cast a shadow on my shortcomings.  But then that shadow was cast off,  and I started witnessing nightmares.  With that, I tasted real life,  and I dislike it immensely.  But reality is the bitter pill that  everybody has to take, sooner or later. But here I am, I won't let you face That bitter pill alone, I'll sit with you.

A message to my younger self

Oh my dear younger self, All these years, I have been calling you stupid,  but you aren't!  Trusting people is your goodness,  but keeping it isn't within your control.  You were pure, away from this world's cruelty.  You took a leap of faith and trusted.  It's just that others lost their conscience  or never had it in the first place. So, I will not be cruel to you anymore.  I will be the adult you are counting on.  I will be the one to embrace you  and wipe your tears,  to stay with you when you can't talk.  Fear not, younger one,  I will be that adult you were searching of.