Beyond Sugar Cookies

They say, "Don't be a sugar cookie". 

Life can be unfair; accept it. 

Don't keep on challenging it,

With your wits and mights.

You may never find the reasons

for everything that happens to you. 

But it wasn't life that wronged me;

 it was YOU, whom I trusted. 

My intuition warned me otherwise, 

but I trusted you more than I trusted myself. 

In the dead of night, I often wonder;

Was it you who betrayed me,Or was it me?

 Setting that aside, 

I am the one who suffered without a reason. 

I've replayed that memory in my head 

Countless times to alter its ending, 

To find a reason and lessen my pain,

But come up empty-handed every time. 

Perhaps only you can explain me about 

the flaws in my stars and minimize a little.