Badam Kulfi

The other day when you asked, to stay a little longer, I slipped a smile and left Without a word to you. Because you already knew I am a wild breeze, Which comes for a little while; But not to spend life time. The way you called me butterfly, Not because I bought hope to you, But as I always flap and flutter And rarely stays around. Although I want you to know, Beauty of yours is so divine. Even the clutter of flowers Are just fine. You are the reddest rose, I have ever seen. Most beautiful orchid, I have ever been. And do you know, how you smile? Yes! I observed you for a little while, When I was sitting next to you on that, Lakeside bench pretending to look far away. First,  you turn your face and look at me, not a quick peek but a stare. As if, trying to find something, In my twilight coloured eyes. And then you finally smile! I know not whether it's, A smiling ritual that you follow. Despite, I want to live that fantasy, And consider myself as an exception. And the ...

Lose your conscience, A nd make me a scar. Throw this mess, Into the dark.   In the Farthest end, Where only wailing voices remain. With a jolly elaborate, Your blunder just as lame.   Ruin my life and Everything that was nice. And say it's a closure now! I'm guilty. Isn't it fine?   I can't share with anyone my deed. The task that was so mean. Don't you think it's my defeat?   Punish me if you want, But don't tell anyone my mistake. Never tell a soul, For our family's sake.   I was struck, Little bit disturbed. That's why it happened. And now you just move on. And now you just move on.

And I was taken from the dust, Just like Adam placed in Eden. I was there with my immense loneliness, And needed some compassion. You were granted to me, by almighty of all. But your love was forbidden for me. Because I was neither divine  nor eternal like your kinds. I always wore the mask of smile, But also pined for the thing; That could never be mine. Our future didn't have acuity, Everything was in uncertainty. I knew it was my fate and I had to face. But one day, you convinced me, To try the love forbidden for me. I thought saturn has just, Used you as mouthpiece. But I wanted to give it a try, And hold you for one time. I knew what would happened next, I'll be thrown again in dust. For the dust I was,  And to the dust I shalt return. When God acknowledged, The rebellion that we did. He separated us,  With insomnia as my curse. My story will not be renowned, Like fall of man. Cause they did everything,  Under innocence . But I was expelled for my nu...