Beghar Aur Gumnaam

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And these are some Sher who were Beghar and Gumnaam, therefore from many years enjoying the hospitality of my diaries.
But, not so anymore. It's time for them to leave.

🔴 Lost in the reflections
Aaina Liye hath me; Ghoor Rahe hai
Kisika Aks Usme; Dhood rahe hai.

Farishta Kahelane Ke Josh Me, 
Afsoon Bewajah Kiye

Aab Khud Ko Hi 
Darbadar Dhood Rahe Hai

🔴 Slipping away 
Mein Koi Sachchai Nahi, Bas Ek Khaab Hu.
Mein Koi Jagah Nahi, Bas Ek Mirage Hu.

Har Lamhe Me Panap ke, Simaat Jaatee Hu.
Dil Ka Dard Baya kar, Aakhon Se beha Jaatee Hu.




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